I was in the library yesterday studying with Afy again. Had lunch with her at Square One. Ayesha came by. She looks exhausted, but so far, she’s doing good. I’m glad to be checking up on her. On the weekend, my sister will be coming so I can’t wait to get some winter shopping stuff done. I already got my Uggs so I just need a good winter coat, a couple of hoodies and some nice semi-formal shirts to wear to university and work. I’m tired looking so hagard all the time. Plus now, the weather is getting noticeably cold, I’m getting lazy and lazier to dress up and look good to anywhere.

Math test was today, I think I did pretty well. Questions were a bit tricky and I had a temporary mind block, but so far, so good. So I hope for the best. I mean, I did my best to study and if not I’m going to find a tutor at school to help me pass. I skipped Marketing, went to work as I have bills to pay plus the last fee for my tuition and then save up from now till Jan 8 when school starts again for my books and other stuff needed for school. I just want this semester to be over and done with.

I don’t feel too bad missing Marketing as she really doesn’t discuss anything so I might as well just refer to my handouts for Chapter 7-9. I also have to work on my Cybernation Quiz #8 due this Friday midnight at the library. I emailed my Career Centre and got a tutor for Accounting as I don’t want to fail the subject and prefer having to understand it from someone who’s taken the course and gotten an A from it. I can’t keep asking my friends or nagging them to help me out when I don’t understand a thing or two about it.

Bad thing about work today was, because my Nokia headset I got from e-bay was in my bag and there are tons of stuff in it, it doesn’t light anymore and now I’m sad. I have to go get another one from e-bay. I’m waiting for my ipod color cases to come to protect my ipod too as I don’t want it having problems. I hate when my electronics don’t seem to work out. =(

I heard this song a long time ago, and started hearing it again recently. Thought I’d share it with you guys!

I also hate the fact some of my friends from Dubai are changing drastically in more ways than one. I miss how they used to be. How I used to remember them by. Now, it’s just all a blur and I can’t seem to know them anymore. They all are unpredictable and I never expected them to just ignore me the time I needed them the most.

So in a way, this song is for them…

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
Ooohhh….