I feel sick to my stomach..

When genuinely happy gestures are translated into hidden agendas..

When smiles are covering grinding jaws & restless frowns..

When you think its all ok sipping your ice-cold drink, not realizing that weapons are concealed under the table awaiting you turn your back..

When all the efforts are seen as sick performances of a disgusting play..

When it all doesn’t count anymore.. no matter what.. 

I will not justify.. I will just be.. & yes tomorrow is coming & it WILL be a brighter day, because I will not allow any darkness to be around me…