turn the hands of time…

I think all of us want to feel something that we have forgotten or turned our backs on, because maybe we didn’t realize how much we were leaving behind. we need to remember what used to be good. if we don’t, we wont recognize it even if it hits you between the eyes

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Life Sucks

Just because you can’t say something doesn’t mean you don’t want to, you can want to very much. You can be with a person and be happy with them and not love them. And you can love somebody and not want to be with them. You don’t need to love someone to want them. Now that’s frustrating, when what your brain tells you you want and what you actually want don’t match up. Its exhausting. And, well, its complicated. But that’s life. And life… sucks

What The Fuckk…

Love isn’t about the romantic nights or gifts. It isn’t about fireworks going off around you when you have that first, real, kiss. Love isn’t about kissing in the rain and dancing beneath the stars. It isn’t about the big moments or the big surprises. Love is not a fairytale. Love is about still having the butterflies after years. It’s about the second looks and laying in bed wide awake, all night, because you can’t go to sleep mad at each other. It’s about being willing to sacrifice, literally, everything for someone, just because you care so deeply for them. It’s not about buying them gifts, but it’s about leaving them little presents here and there, just to remind them that you are constantly thinking about them. Love is about all of the little things, that add up to really big things. Love is rare and special, but should not be treated as if it will break. Love needs to be thrown around and beat up a little bit, worn in, but not worn down. Love needs to be a comfortable feeling, a place to go when NO ONE else in the world can relate. A safe place, where you know that no matter how ugly you look or how angry you are, you will still be… loved.

Toni Braxton- I Wanna Be Your (Baby)

I’m gonna put it out there.
Lay it on the line. And even if it breaks my heart.
I’m giving it a try.
Not waiting fot tomorrow confessing it today
So baby here it goes I’m out of time.
It’s do or die.

I wanna be your baby
Won’t you be my man?
I wanna be you soldier
When you’re too weak to stand.
I wanna be your baby,
Be the end of your day.
Forever in your life
Forever by your side
Forever I’ll stand

I’m hanging on a thread, I don’t care if I fall.
But I ain’t gonna fall even though I don’t know if you feel me at all (feel me at all).
I’m ready to be right or wrong with you ready for my heart to win or lose.
I’m ready to give all I’ve got to you.
Boy, I want you to know……

[Chorus]

[Bridge]

So I am saying I love you.
Ain’t holdin nothing back.
And I saying I want you I want you to call my name.
And I wait on you forever.
And I promise that. cuz I
Love you.
I love

I wanna be………

Anyone else want to break my heart?

Before I met you, I was always considered the strong one, the one who never got hurt; I could do anything and never fall. I felt like I was the epitome of invincibility; of confidence. Now you’ve come along, you’ve broken my heart, and you’ve shaken me from that really strong foundation that I had spent years constructing. I found out more about myself than I ever had before. I found that my foundation wasn’t as strong as I thought it was — I found that love isn’t all it’s cracked up to be — and I found that this time, maybe I won’t be able to get back up quite so easily.