him: i made a terrible mistake. i love you. do you still love me at all?

me: i don’t know if i can sort of love you.

him: i can get by with a little bit of love for now.

me: that’s not me. I know how hard you’re trying. i’m not completely oblivious. and it would be so much easier if i could make myself forget. but when i look at you, i just feel regret and sadness.

him: that’s not a problem. whatever it takes. just tell me what to do.

me: i don’t know.

him: i’m realistic. i’m human. i’m not perfect, you said it yourself.

me: i know you’re not. but i was so in love with you and now i’m just so disappointed. and i don’t trust you anymore.

him: no, i’m so sorry. i want you to expect everything from me. you’re not going to get it but i am going to promise to try to give it. i love you.

Keep ya head up

-There’s gon’ be some stuff you gon’ see
that’s gon’ make it hard to smile in the future.
But through whatever you see,
through all the rain and the pain,
you gotta keep your sense of humor.
You gotta be able to smile through all this bullshit.
Remember that. Keep ya head up..
2pac

Don`t be afraid

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let you down probably will.

You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it’s harder every time.

You’ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You’ll fight with your best friend. You’ll blame a new love for things an old one did. You’ll cry because time is passing too fast, and you’ll eventually lose someoneyou love.

So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you’ve never been hurt because every
sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back.

Don’t be afraid that your life will end,
be afraid that it will never begin.